Forever

If I have the will to live,
No matter how it will be,
If I don’t have that in me,
Thing can be a thorn for me

I don’t know why is it happening?
May be this could be the beginning,
Always it is there looking for me,
Could that be the aim in me?

I decide to look for that,
In every where I find it,
What is that bothering me?
May be that is something in me,

I have to find that in me,
No one can help me for that,
However, could point it in me,
Even then can’t live with that,

I should figure it out,
The way it should be figured,
People say nothing to me,
I am the justice of my will,

Willingness to do something,
Resides in me all the time
I lose the aim for it,
I don’t know why it is so,

The darkness fills in my way,
That is really compelling me to ask,
Am I really eligible for that?
One needs to tear this question.

Then only someone can say promisingly,
That misery will fly away,
And dawn be there forever,
Smiles on your lips last ever.