fame lover

where is my north?
Where is my east?
Where is my south?
Where is my west?
I don't know where to go?
Everything I lost,
even the sense of feelings,
the warmth, the beauty, and
even the length of my love,
All due to my craving for this,
to get fame,
but got far,
what was wrong?
what was right?
Nothing in this World is right,
Just look upon my fate,
I fought for greatness,
but got the least.............